Tatiana let’s meet
tomorrow afternoon
I’m hoping for mmmmmmmm….
my bitch wife is leaving 4 2 days
answer me with a message
I got her right here on the couch
like a whale
Recieved:

20:48:33

08/06/2012

I’ve got big plans 4tomorrow
And why the fuck
did u marry a whale?
What r u a blowfish?
Sent:

20:51:23

08/06/2012

U R kidding
dont u like my muscles
specialy the main 1
hey I only weigh 58
c’mon all that don’t hesitate
wear lingerie
Recieved:

20:58:26

08/06/2012

Muscles?
I prefer 58 liters of
gin tonic
and to not wear panties
Sent:

21:03:02

08/06/2012
Stop fuckin around we
meetup or what
if not I call
Gillian
Recieved:

21:04:06

08/06/2012

About going w/o panties is ok
w/ that miniskrt u got
Recieved:

21:06:33

08/06/2012

I’m not Tatiana
Sent:

21:08:14

08/06/2012

By the way by Ur messages
u sound like the
average douche
Sent:

21:13:31

08/06/2012

Shit sorry ya know
the biggest mistake is
getting married
whoever u r
I slipped up a number
sorry
Recieved:

21:13:51

08/06/2012

Well U R repressed boring
and surely boemian
Recieved:

21:16:15

08/06/2012

Don’t flip muscles
I surely have a better
time than u do
Sent:

21:31:21

08/06/2012

Getting drunk so
You can do something
Recieved:

21:33:56

08/06/2012

That was a joke, I do
what I want not
what I can like U
Sent:

21:37:05

08/06/2012

I bet u r a country girl
who poses as a modern city1
Recieved:

21:40:44

08/06/2012

I’m a huge artist
kid
Sent:

21:41:25

08/06/2012

Yeah the one from
the dumghenhiem that’s me

Im a player artist
we die soon and
ya gotta cum
Recieved:

21:46:25

08/06/2012

I do cum intensely.
The ocean is little
Sent:

21:49:15

08/06/2012

I don’t think
I cum cum cum
like the animals
Recieved:

21:52:54

08/06/2012

That was very pretty
Sent:

21:53:20

08/06/2012

Thanks artist mayb
i’ll end up going out
w/ u for sum gintonics
Recieved:

21:56:47

08/06/2012

Haha and we’ll meet at
the yeseverything
to celebrate the
all’s fair?sweetheart?
Sent:

22:02:03

08/06/2012

Bet U R from bilbao or from out there
Sent:

22:02:03

08/06/2012

In donosti we
also use the k and
wat country r you from?
Sent:

22:05:56

08/06/2012

Iruñea of navarreria

caldereria drunk after drunk
I feel it do it

tune out
Recieved:

22:10:45

08/06/2012

Long live punk, bye
Sent:

22:15:44

08/06/2012

Last thing im a whorytrav
and a bit of a junkie
Recieved:

22:18:32

08/06/2012

I have a date tomorrow
w/ Pako from Eskorbuto
so he can give me a hickey
Sent:

22:21:04

08/06/2012

I like U from behind
like the fucking donkey
Recieved:

22:23:38

08/06/2012

Well boy or girl
Have a nice weekend, a kiss
Sent:

22:30:49

08/06/2012

Same to u shewolf of the nite
That we may see the dawn
Recieved:

22:35:06

08/06/2012

Knockknock don’t look thru
the fuckin peephole
It’s me my friends call me fuck
Recieved:

17:34:07

09/06/2012

U R a real case muscles
We’ll have to see what kind of fuse
Makes that much powder burn
Sent:

17:38:19

09/06/2012

I identify w/ snakes who fuckin
pain it to change their disgusting
skin betwwn 2 fuckin rocks I like it
it’s like getting off
Recieved:

17:43:55

09/06/2012

Its not ur sex that
im looking for in ur sex
But to dirty your soul
Sent: 17:52:30

09/06/2012

U copied that from panero
cheater
Recieved:

17:54:07

09/06/2012

Hey muscles reads….
well u have 2many prejudices:
country, art
mondernity
Sent:

17:56:25

09/06/2012

This is an exciting fascinating roll
w/ sensations feeling
turbulence hang on or u’ll fall
u interested in
contintinuing
Recieved:

18:02:00

09/06/2012

Till the end if it exists…

Sent:

18:03:33

09/06/2012

Sundays I tune out
those bastards will pray fo
my fuckin soul that they say I have
and I don’t feel, and if I did
have it left me early,
I’m shit organic matter

Recieved:

18:10:24

09/06/2012

You’ve appeared in my first attempt
to go further than the excessive
Sent:

20:21:05

09/06/2012

I am a character as real as unreal
things tht I do others I think others
I let myself be taken by my madness
do U consider urself partaly
or completlty crazy? Ive lost it
Recieved:

20:30:54

09/06/2012

U r anoyed it wasn’t
my intention to offend u
its that the other day
the doctor told me
I have albimism it’s terrible
Recieved:

20:49:34

09/06/2012

From deepest in my heart
I ask your forgveness
Recieved:

21:21:48

09/06/2012

I’ve felt like talking to u w/ sweetness
but pehaps u don’t want that
(I was doing the story about the hickey)
What’s your name?
Sent.

23:43:12

09/06/2012

Forgive me I move in cruelty
but I still have some tendernes
in my heart FYI u havent let me
sleep all fucking nite
Recieved:

08:14:04

10/06/2012

B the way if u wanna
keep the game going
even if it’s gonna be tuff for
me im more sensitive
thus life has been cruel to me
and I spit cruelty to others
I have moments of happiness
theyr very very very ephemeral
but there are
Recieved: 08:30:55

10/06/2012

U know u got ur life…
my life me relieve myself really good with u
u know im really sorry
I went too far but if you want
this thing that’s so beautiful for me
just let me know
Recieved:12:56:12

10/06/2012

Knock knock u still there
im still here, under dragged befor you
my being makes me nauseous
just send me a sign
im gonna call gintonic gal
u like that?
Recieved:

09:04:44

11/06/2012

I can only stand and am only looking
for the pleasant and beautiful side of life,
I have no use for the rest.
Pain destroys me
Sent:

15:09:07

11/06/2012

U wanna keep connecting
Or not I can now im alone
Recieved:

16:21:37

11/06/2012

I cant, Im correcting
Sent:

16:22:51

11/06/2012

Thanks for answering
I feel that thers sumthin
in u that moves me and
stil don’t know what it is
for u to have sweet dreams

Recieved

16:30:12

11/06/2012

Hello sweet junkie,
At what hr do you need
your new fucking fix?
Sent:

11:09:20

12/06/2012

Ive really enjoyed the beauty
of our planet it’s the diversity
of the being
our capcity of creativity
and imaginacion that makes us exist
Recieved: 11:18:36

12/06/2012

I woulnt know how or with what
to celebrte what we have,
with a best of smiles or
w/ hearty laughs?
Sent:

11:23:22

12/06/2012
The puking?
Sent:

11:24:25

12/06/2012

I felt pleasure in your silence
I like to be made to suffer
Recieved:

11:26:23

12/06/2012

I feel that my flesh rotting
I wrinkle I anguish sceram
I collapse it smells of end
ive lost your last sms
Recieved:

11.34:10

12/06/2012

Try not to lose anything else
Sent:11.36:26

12/06/2012

What I lost I lost yrs ago
my teachers said
I had a gifted mind that
I should take advantage of it
that I was diferent from the rest
Recieved:

11:42:29

12/06/2012

Would you know how to tell me
how different you were from the rest?
I promise to give you nothing in return
Sent:

11:47:42

12/06/2012

It’s a mix of everything
wuz my ways of answering
of supossing of thinking
of doing I had my own world
my own perspective
Recieved:

11:54:27

12/06/2012

The last time I was arrested
a cop told me not to waste myself
that he cud see I was a good gal
and that I was also tall and good looking
Sent:

11:57:16

12/06/2012

To me cops r like sycoligists?and?
and they belive lost
we r all lost from wen we r born
Recieved 12:02: 36

12/06/2012

I don’t lose myself sometimes
not even when im loved
sent:

12:13:20

12/06/2012

If u tak hard drugs theres ur wasted
who are alive but don’t live
Recieved:

12:13:52

12/06/2012

I dont take hard drugs
Sent:

12:17:16

12/06/2012

Ther’s only 1 true love
A mother’s love
To me the rest is visceral
Recieved:

12:18:40

12/06/2012

I was just thinking about my mother,
not long ago she saved me
I don´t know what I´ll do without her?
Sent:

12:25:44

12/06/2012

Im tuning out,
its been ruff im on the street,
im off this week afternoons
Recieved: 12:27:39

12/06/2012

Don’t ever marry
enjoy life its so ephemeral
Recieved:

12:30:39

12/06/2012

Prrr prrr prrrr
– who the hell are u? – its me- aa…
I cant im correcting-
leave it all and I order 2 gin tonics
in the bar downstairs!
U come and clear that head?
Recieved:

18:59:24

12/06/2012

Are you feeling too alone
or is it that u begin
to need my company?
Sent:

21:08:30

12/06/2012

Im never alone pure
solitude dosnt exist
the mind the past
the present acompany me
its almost bad timing
I have it silenced
Recieved:

21:17:05

12/06/2012

I’m disapearing for a week,
a kiss, im leaving now.
Sent:

21:25:06

12/06/2012

Wait Im goin w/ u
but just in ur dreams
if you allow me
Recieved:

21:28:53

12/06/2012

When you come back
if u want u’ll get in touch, I’ll wait for you
with that gin tonic that u didn’t wanna
have w/ me xoxo
Recieved:

21:39:50

12/06/2012

Its better that u wait
because lately
I confuse dreams with reality
sent:

21:44:48

12/06/2012

u r right
wat happens is that
the wait in this life dies
do sum bunjijumping
for my relief
my pressure release
my suicidal desires
that we all have
in our interior
whenever and we don’t do it
its fierce that the desire send u
I wish u the best
it was all very pretty
Recieved:

21:58:00

12/06/2012

And FYI know its been
the best sensation
that I’ve had in my life
this has been mi last stretch
a kiss w/ love and
with lots of tenderness
mayB in a 1000 yrs
our particules will join
Recieved:

22:13:22

12/06/2012

I’ve had a relaxing day
I’ve been to my village
its tiny it has a lake
the water was great
I jogged untill xtenuation
Recieved:

18:13:14

13/06/2012

Now u give me calm
and the image I needed
far from drowning
when the mask is diluted:
im really happy…
cuz if you drown
I’ll b there to give you mouth 2 mouth
and relieve u of that angst
Recieved:

18:31:04

13/06/2012

Hey cool, now that we
r almost friends
I need to ask you
a fav ive got tons
of work till next weds,
I’ll find you with a message,
a kiss
Sent:

18:40:02

13/06/2012

My gretest weakness
is sitting with
the people on the street
that move
me with their regard,
features listen to their stories
they impact but you learn
indicate solitude frustration
incomrehension evasion trans conduc
many apreciate that you talk
w/them for a while 1 told me
that my friendship wuz worth
mor than al the money in the pot
it wuz 1 yr in bcn for work
unforgetable for me,
their handshakes
thier hugs
I recommend it
Recieved:

09:50:47

14/06/2012

Then we should labor
and transform ourselves
And find the way to change it.
That something perdures
is only an aperance.
Bcuz the eternal eternally changes.
Alas then in the nothing all falls,
for all is to continue being a sigh.
Goethe
Sent:

11:38:01

14/06/2012

Very beautiful
Ur dinner smells good
may I sit w/ u? ive escaped today
also to swim ive blown off steam
The situation of cutbacks in the
public sector are brutal.
Make u wanna pck up ur bags
and get ou wherever U coming or
stayng? There isnt anything
here that drowns u
Recieved:

20:41:11

14/06/2012

I’ve told Leopoldo,
w/o details and
he wrote this for us:
Politics and its shadow,
Be these pages able to try
to find the mistery of my death,
the mistery and logic of a corpse,
reason thunders on its way
because revolution means to change life,
if the world can´t be changed,
and changing life means to change
the letters of a poem,
black opver white turning up heaven,
as Mallamé used to say and let
the letters fall like ashes over things
changing realityinto a hollow mirror
because the only political question is
to get to know what side the mirror is.

Sent:

17:05

06/14/2012.
Leopoldo Mª Panero.
Las Palmas de Gran Canaria.